Overwhelmed and need immediate advice, things are collapsing?

Do you go to school? No friends there? Sounds to me like you want everyone to come to you with no effort on your part. And I've never had a friend in my life, took care of myself since I was 5. Truth is you only have yourself in life, so called friends leave when it gets tough. So take care of business alone and cut the drama.Your not starving your not abused your father isn't a drunk. You got it good.